At this moment, I’m really loving this song with German title, "Komm, süsser Tod". With anger, frustration and disappointment, some wording in the lyrics is reflecting part of me.
“I know, I know I’ve let you down
I’ve been a fool to myself
my world is ending
I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down.”
Talking about the song, it was arranged by a well-known Japanese music producer and composer, Shiro SAGISU 鷺巣詩郎. The English lyrics was translated by Mike Wyzgowski from the verse, entitled "Amaki shi yo, kitare" which was written by the Evangelion creator Hideaki Anno庵野秀明. It was featured prominently in the 1997 Japanese animated film The End of Evangelion after the animated series Neon Genesis Evangelion.